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November 14, 2006
When one door closes, another door opens
I was sort of reminded of this phrase while watching "Sex and the City" just the other day.
Somehow, it puts into perspective, what I think i've been doing with my life.
At certain points in time, i just feel like shutting out a part of me. A part which might not necessarily be bad, but more of a random portion of myself I don't seem to fit into for the moment. It sounds something like a recurring temprament i used to suffer from in JC. But i wouldnt take it that far.
So, probably, I've just been trying to "close one door", in hopes of "opening another".
Perhaps its the attempt to acclimatize myself to the next step in life. Embracing a working environment, a new environment altogether(if i DO make it to the states). In either case, i havent exactly sorted it out very clearly yet. Perhaps, its just denial.
As you might have probably noticed, my mind isn't functioning at its normal capacity right now. Due greatly to the fact that its 4a.m., and i'm still unable to finish preps for the 2 crazy papers i have tomorrow -- Financial management and Commercial Law.
I regret underestimating the full prowess of the finance paper. I've spent hours turning the book upside down, and still find it impossible to solve some incredibly easy questions. And the commercial law paper? Lets just say i'm definitely not prepared as yet.
I have 2 hours before sunrise, 4 hours before the Commercial Law paper.
Do pray that my mind clears up tomorrow, enough for my last burst of fire before the Finance paper.
*Pray*.................................. damn hard....................
:: Yan Lee confessed at 4:04 AM
